Hey dad, I know I haven’t wrote you anything in a while I guess I just haven’t known what to say. There isn’t a day where I don’t try and remember you what you look like what you sound like anything I have nothing because of you. You chose to leave us and I needed you dad I needed you so much having to grow up not knowing what it’s like to have a father you not coming to watch me play football not once do I remember you saying you were proud of me and I will never hear those words because that’s what your chose I hope wherever you are that your happy because you’ve ruined me you’ve ruined everything to do with me